Into The New Light

I have made a promise to myself to religiously updating blog. I had so much fun blogging. I did not realized this fact before.

Anyway.

It's Hari Wilayah today.

I woke up so early today. Need to settle things like collect 'Perintah Bertulis' from court and register the divorce at Pejabat Agama. I need to do it all the way to Sepang. It is kind of long story why I ended-up had my divorce in Sepang.

I'm telling you now.. if getting married is hard, getting a divorce is much more difficult.

But the money part..Emm...need to pay more than RM200 in total. To settle all this things, to pay the court and Pejabat Agama too. These documentation things really costly. Every thing need to pay. Emm...

Back to the story. I was at the court..then went to Pejabat Agama to register the divorce.

I am ashamed. To tell you guys the truth. Being 'single again' and all. Surprisingly, the people in Pejabat Agama did not looked at me with weird look or anything. I was too conscious on what people perception towards me. Yeah, petty things,right?? I guess, the people there are too used to it. Meet all kinds of people, from all walks of life.

I am kinda sick and tired when people ask me when I will get married again. I am not ready yet to make another commitment. If it happens, it happens. I am happy the way I am now, how I am living my life now. I got no complaint.. for now.

Thank you, Allah for the second chance. All these dugaan, makes me stronger. Shows that Allah still love me.

For me being blunt and letting the whole world knows on my situation, this is who I am. I am not hiding the fact anymore and this is who I am. I cannot change the past or my current status.

Neither do you.

Woot! woot!

Just like the song from Kelly Clarkson, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. :)

Running Man

Since October, I have found a new obsession.

Running Man. A Korean variety show.

Homaigawd..

This show is so AWESOME! And makes me laughed all day.

I already converted my sisters, my nieces to like Running Man.

So hilarious, I could die laughing. LOL.

You can watch this variety show via video streaming website like DailyMotion or Youtube..

I prefer..downloaded it :) hardsubbed. :). Took a while but its all worth it.

Brand New Me.

It's been a while.

Too many things happened. I have lost count of it.

Being in & out of love.

Been in a painful rollercoaster ride of my life.

Back being single and passed the most excruciating phase.

Thank god for family & friends who always being by my side and gave a lot of encouragement words.

Thank you is not enough, I could not express how grateful I am to all the people around me.

I love you all. Thank u so much.

Menjengah Blog Part 2

muakakakkaa....

Masih malas untuk meng'update' blog setelah sekian lama. Hanya rajin meng'update' twitter.

Twitter makes blog easier. go, sire! I love tweets. Terlalu banyak untuk diceritakan dalam blog. Malas sungguh nak mem'blogging'. Esok, I will brag more about korean drama, korean variety show etc. Insya Allah

Toodles~

Menjengah Blog

It's been a while.

Been busy with life, work etc. normal stuff

Right now, I am so crazy cooking and baking.

yeay!!!!

No Justification Needed

Kelakar lak bila pikirkan semula.

For instance, some of my colleague always thought I am the type of person yang takkan paham nyer stok. Meaning, tak sporting. hahahaha

I am very understanding la wei. Whatever things you do, you do not have to justify your action back to me. I am trying my very best to be org yg paham. I got many flaws but I am trying my best to be nice. Even though I can be bitchy sometimes. Hahahaha.

Yesterday, when I had teh tarik session with them, they talked about their life, life experience, break-ups etc. There are some facts in the conversation, that I think people would think I am not tolerable enough to understand why they do that, and what the reason they doing it. This friend of mine, looked at me and tried to explain things back to me. I was like, aiggooooo..no need la! Hahahahaha. I was more like pissed off rather than being thankful for explaining the reasons to me. Hahahaha. This morning, I said to them, please do not justify your action to me. Aku paham la wei. Likewise, you guys understand me all this while. I do not want to questions your actions. Who am I in position to label2 orang or to be judgmental kan? I am not perfect.

I am grateful for my colleague. Kawan baru sekejap, but they understand me. No need to clarify to them for whatever things I have done. Once, they were mentioned to me this, 'Ainul, if people do not know you, they would misunderstood you'. Sah! Manusia complex aku nih. hahahha

Good point. Thank you.

Cerita Drama Korea Lagik~

Sungkyunkwan Scandal dah abih tengok. Tersuke lak balik kat Micky of JYJ/Ex-TVXQ. Because of his cuteness.

Cerita yang menarik and boleh ditonton untuk menghilangkan rasa boring.

Sekarang tengah tengok cerita Secret Garden. Lakonan mantap dari Hyun Bin (The Snow Queen) dan Ha Ji Won. Cerita yang kelakar yang boleh menyebabkan aku terjerit-jerit sehingga kene marah dengan Azdi.

And Marry Me, Mary. Lama dah tinggal. Baru nak start tengok balik..

And Fugitive Plan B :D. Stop selepas episode ke-14.